Sunday, 21 August 2011

Sensing My Experience

This blog is my attempt at a balanced and truly fair interpretation of my experience over the years as a sensor of auditory sounds like a speech for instance and noises, as my perceptions intelligence is aware and able-bodied by what I interpret as a human being and in a spiritual sense for otherness and alterity, that is also not (AMHS) as it is non-human. As evolutionary philosophy is of the homunculus breed and immediate problems with stating dates accurately, what has come to pass has also started in October 1998, which cost me a job at Royal Mail as well as my driving license. And, all because stupid people are being evil. I wanted my appeal to be heard and understood not met with retaliation from the likes of tell-tale liars with no respect to regard truths honesty and integrity fairly. What I am about to explain in more detail is the assault on my senses in a roundabout way to describe at least half of my adult life. To justify the unfair punishment of untrue persecutors' misstatements. Haters, as fakers are a terrible social injustice that assaults the senses with misinformation defaming a targeted individual and diminishing responsibilities via provocations and loss of control into a life of crime, and now after almost 2 years, a criminal record begins. It was until late the Millennium Y2K / 2000 that nothing before the age of 24 years old was a valid cautionary diversion to the criminal justice system. Nothing was to be dug up from any previously unprosecuted misspent convictions. I had been a model citizen working more than one job since the age of 13 years old in being related to an injured veteran who retired from service before I was born during Vietnam and a survivor of the WW1 & WW2, my teenage mum a divorcee in 1981 was also a personal assistant for a military UNIT at the Ministry of Defence and her grandfather was an Old Scotland Yard Policeman. Ordinary citizenship that was a working-class and contently good maturing slowly in the catering and hospitality industry and working for myself in different bands making an independent scene niched via local arts and entertainments since 1992. I seemed to experience different sorts of phenomena since the 80s now and then, I sensed a lot more in the 90s especially after introducing myself formally in a letter with a freestyle demo to an unbeknown paedophile at the BBC in 1998. 

Irresolvable dysphoria isn’t my problem

Irrational paranoia isn’t my problem

Demented existential crisis isn't my problem

My truths contradicting reality isn’t my problem

Borderline personality disorder isn’t my problem

Unresolved anger is my problem 

Problematical unresolved anger wreaked havoc

This stupefying situation is way worse than my graffiti Artistry nerve to smoke a bit of dope. I’m no womenfolk and my Government family won’t join in as they believe half the country is up to some sorta filthy fraud that enjoys challenging everyone no matter the legal problems they have. For the last 23 years of this harmful assault on my senses I have done no date to courtship in marriage nor do I have sexual relationships with men or anyone outside of work. I am not innocuous with colleagues and my friend’s ex-girlfriends.

Introspective introvert, arty ambivert, phrasal poet, protocol detox-and-speech therapist plus social scientist.
As a middle-aged orphan and single with no dependents. Still homeless, and due to fraud and more missing people that will most likely become homicides the male continuum of harm continues to kill itself, while I am continuing to engage in professional development and being a self-employed entrepreneur. My team brand individual, is now a private limited company and the organisation might end up as a benefit community with an independent publishing programme that’s self-sustainable as an international psychosocial organisation. I have been involved in the arts, humanities and social sciences since I was 13 years old, and the entertainment industry plus catering and hospitality, but nowadays as an industry-standard independent that’s a low earning know and part-time artist, and performer. As for being, a protocol detox therapist of addictions and diseases I am also engaging as a medical student (OSCE & SBA) to become an advanced practitioner. My “MOOC” is dialogic and it will have furtherances of laboratories, and work placement training experience. 
My interests are cultural and technical in arts and sciences, which all stem as far back as the early 80's when I was a junior listening to the BEASTIE BOYS and enjoying The Sky At Night, with my telescope and microscope from, Argos. I'm CoE Christian plus evangelically baptised and raised by staunch Catholics like my Nanny the bookbinder that survived the NAZIS, and my Mum (RIP) who was a barmaid and a florist until I left school after my GCSEs, and then she became a personal assistant to a UNIT at the MoD. 
The purpose is established as usual and as many advancements of it as possible are all that matters.

I was born in Bath back in June 1976. I grew up as a baby in Widcombe near Archway Street and when I was an infant my Mum divorced my Dad and we moved to Twerton. My senior education was spent at Beechen Cliff and Ralph Allen School. I trained in catering and hospitality in 1990 and worked up until I was about 28 years old. I have been a postman at Bath Royal Mail back in 97-98. Been to Bath College lots of times and done all sorts of other training plus even studied at the Open University here in Bath back in 2004. I have also worked for a Bath charity called DHI - Developing Health and Independence. Had several bands since I left school in 1992 and I even worked for a recording studio before I left school as part of my work experience and during the Summer holidays sometimes. I have been a resident DJ in Bath since 1997 and used to play regularly at a lot of clubs and pubs in Bath. I now own and founded my indie web label which is a media publishing organisation registered with Phonographic Performance Limited U.K. 

I have been homeless a few times since I was 21 years old and although I love Bath with all my heart. I have wanted to move out of my hometown and live in London or Bristol before. Still here though and going nowhere but here for now!!!

Dear everyone, 

I also live in this HEAVEN and HELL that is of what is on Earth, and in man plus the man-made by way of man's sins for man’s corruptions. 

My understanding and beliefs plus my knowledge and experience are exactly what add to shaping the mould of my nature and manner that is natural. I am a mind of will that’s shared with you my heart of solace in some depth about my feelings towards the corrupt tyranny and treason that unfairly attempts to take advantage of the targets that are individuals and organisations. 

The Proxies

The misuse and abuse of status in public office have happened illicitly over the past decades. It is committed irrespective of the truths to laws and is intended as a subversion. The irresponsibility is infiltration and it sabotages authority, governance plus communities, using its willful negligence many have suffered including members of staff that were misled by such corruption. The proxies of the corrupt and all the mitigating factors of their corruption's culpabilities seem greater in breeding distrust compared to the lesser corrupt degrees of provocations in other aspects of public life. In interest, it is the act of corruption and it’s a willingness for such dishonesty that in return forms the basis of harm. Its gain is an enterprise that’s criminal and exploitative. There are also clear indications that parliamentary overrule is failing to enforce and or prevent this debasing and in the unethical practice of trials and errors. It’s not an unintentional alteration to liberty nor is it an accidental altercation or two. Also so as not to infect nor purposefully contaminate the realm of government and what it is supposed to defend but these corrupt acts against the innocent people of Britain are by ways corrupt becoming the implementation to represent a more effective and efficient security service via further restrictions. Procuring the proceeds of crimes illicitly whilst abusing public trust is not a failure to humanity but a vulnerable system littered with such unlawful transparency.

Revolution or corruption? 

The people can't have both as the choice is only one or the other.

I am in favour of... Revolution - Without any uncivilised irrational discords of vice's, follies and depravities corruptions. Liberty unimpeded by the freedoms to corrupt the current democratic sovereignty. Humanity and human rights without any violations. Equality is unfettered by the restraints of the disrespectful and disobedient that sabotage their liberty. Not the opposite!


Mr Frank Malcolm Kembery

P.S. I'm challenging the corrupt government not my biometric faults like I defy my doom nor do I hide the past intent of my life’s in unrehabilitated thoughts and feelings!!!

What separates love and friendship, is the sexual aspects between the two people and others. In friendship, there's no sexual desire, whereas, in love, there is. When you're in love, you want to make plans with each other, move forward together, and do everything together. When you're in a friendship, you form a combination of respect and trust with each other, to experience truth in everything you do together as friends.

Love for any man should be for romance and commitments intimacy plus making babies. All of which don't involve any contribution from depravity's folly and vice. Virtue mixed with vice is man's dual nature for self-loves harm which to me is more like a mutant trauma torment that strangely and dangerously attempts to keep an unburdened advance that's predatory despite hardship. Vice as addition is odious in itself and with that of added virtue keeps man in a state of confusion that is man's impurity’s during every age of life's folly's especially when a man is depraved periods. It is not man's business to pry into the affairs of God policy's and diplomacy plus God's right and power to destroy man, but to study himself and others; his powers of reason and actual heart of love and hate plus the frailties of man's body and the limits of the mind.

Like phoney smiles and fake hellos, the tricks and cheats of uncertainty are as counterfeit as deception and they love the unfair advantage and gain of their neglect and abuse where another’s emotions, illnesses, and or injury are concerned. Who’s vulnerable? All of each guilty and innocent. Every fake is false about suspicion of envy and jealous concern. Is it trust no one...

I am a HUMBLE and MODEST man, with a SINCERE business assets framework idea. I'm also celebrating more than a decade of being a cyber-performing artist. So much is going on in my life presently and I have so many people online to thank for all the kind thoughts they have shared with me about me and my team brand. Besides the "World Wide Web" this very place is non-stop chemical indices of creation and destruction. The high-density elementary states of substances and all such living minds that have a soul and a spirit; which I believe is in this universe, being a vascular plasma vertebrate means I'm made from stardust and the proteins of my blood plasma, including albumin plus other transport proteins, enzymes and the non-enzyme of blood clots, as well as, all complementary proteins, plus a host of protease inhibitors and my receptors. All form to make my complex cellular variables DNA structure and hormonal condition. My brain is explicit and implicit plus my ancestral traits and knowledge combine in making my physical and mental epistemic monographic composition. I am of behaviour and speech that is of a type habitual nature. Some souls are privative stupid, disgusting and evil. Such creatures always demonstrate the fact they have lived without a proper education in life whilst other beings are intelligent, pleasant and good. Life can be understood personally and collectively as it grows in each world that supports life.

All the ideas behind making a unique statement in an artistic piece of art with all the materials which are used tend towards beauty or ugliness in life through art. Artistic struggles of artists have been portrayed by life accounts of artists' relationships with others and on the more monetary side of making a living from art. To find deeper meaning in the popular and unpopular audio visuals of days gone by and the day today the internet is every artist's greatest archive.

My entire natural life so far I have been exposed to being of physical injury and natural wear and tear due to 3 main causes of illness; invasion by micro organisms such as viruses (diseases); errors in my family's genetic makeup (Mental illness, Deformities, Disorders etc); exposure to external factors such as pollution, pollens, poor diet, drug abuse, alcohol abuse and the effects of unprotected sex. Living or existing is all-natural or all unnatural and can rise above all limitations to create a condition that is conducive to joy or pain. Hope, meaningfulness, importance, worth, principles, standards, love, respect, peace, equality, truth, health, help, friendship, understanding, learning and work is frankly the greatest creative achievements known to this very place.

My faith, freedom and love are lived in testing times of violence, hypocrisy and oppression. I wanted to know what I could do about this? I thought of the Holy Bible and the Gospel of Apostate Mark.

If you're skinny, you're on drugs. 

If you're fat, you need to lose weight. 

If you're dressed up, you're conceited. 

If you're dressed down, you've let yourself go. 

If you speak your mind, you're a c*nt. 

If you don't say anything, you're a doormat. If you cry, you're a drama queen. 

If you’re sociable you're a party animal. 

If you stay to yourself, you’re detached. 

YOU can't do anything without being criticized. 

We live in a society where people can't survive if they're not judging the next person.

Love me or hate me, I am who I am and there is no bigger judge of me than ME. Believe that... 

Get to know people before judging... 

If you're proud of who you are and or it at least satisfies your modesty copy and paste this with a pic of yourself... I just did ❤ 🖕😉✌️😀🤘😎💪


Is their hindsight that overconfident about how they won't realise?

Do they have to hope overconfidently that I can't tell? It is so disappointing, as far as I can tell everything in law is a contract and a misrepresentation of the contract is in context regarded as a disagreement and contradiction to the arrangement. Be spiteful Nah or vindictive Nah, seem mental health acts that left me misrepresented, and my Future not so bright in referrals that messed me around, yeah but... 

The guilty are causations in liabilities and they will be bitter because of it!!!

My appeal before was final and the decision is still final. Do I have to rescind Nah, misrepresentations have to, or to Hell with them and how they contradicted the agreement's final decision with the regard of a fraud full of contempt. A second chance is unmentionable when not rescinded on the grounds of impact in misrepresentation. 

Liabilities spiralled out of control before I was a teen and they have been dead for years because of it. 

Will I understand whether or not the fears and hatred are over outside and removed by the destruction of belonging to contaminated evidence scene’s in rates albeit taxed and staying without an apology until waiting can have the dark?

Take for instance... 

Such as supernatural phenomena were somewhat of a norm since I was a kid and extra sensory phenomena since I was a teenager. I have come around to thinking since 2005 that I am now experiencing an assault on my natural manner unlike any other natural cause I can tolerate any longer. A sensory way(s) due to AMHSRFHz... In short, I mean a worm shelf expert AI polynomial algorithm Military satellite with multi mirror peening and computerised tomography which assaults the alkaline to a thorax for conflict and humour, as anatomically modern homo sapiens, are a natural science of biological radio frequencies in the hertz scale it is not so strange to assume I am wrongfully interpreting the incidences interferences I am reporting on after all. 

My relationship to suggested ghost sightings...

A paranormal event in my home stressing my K9 out who I locked in the bathroom while I popped down the road for 5 minutes caught on my laptop. 

Research by Vic Tandy, a lecturer at Coventry University, suggested that an infrasonic signal of 19 Hz might be responsible for some ghost sightings. Tandy was working late one night alone in a supposedly haunted laboratory at Warwick when he felt very anxious and could detect a grey blob out of the corner of his eye. When Tandy turned to face the grey blob, there was nothing. The following day, Tandy was working on his fencing foil, with the handle held in a vice. Although nothing was touching it, the blade started to vibrate wildly. Further investigation led Tandy to discover that the extractor fan in the lab was emitting a frequency of 18.98 Hz, very close to the resonant frequency of the eye given as 18 Hz by NASA. This was why Tandy had seen a ghostly figure—it was an optical illusion caused by his eyeballs resonating. The room was exactly half a wavelength in length, and the desk was in the centre, thus causing a standing wave which caused the vibration of the foil.

Tandy investigated this phenomenon further and wrote a paper entitled The Ghost in the Machine. Tandy carried out several investigations at various sites believed to be haunted, including the basement of the Tourist Information Bureau next to Coventry Cathedral and Edinburgh Castle.

Infrasonic 17 Hz tone experiment

On 31 May 2003, a group of UK researchers held a mass experiment where they exposed some 700 people to music laced with soft 17 Hz sine waves played at a level described as "near the edge of hearing", produced by an extra-long-stroke subwoofer mounted two-thirds of the way from the end of a seven-meter-long plastic sewer pipe. The experimental concert (entitled Infrasonic) took place in the Purcell Room throughouttwo performances, each consisting of four musical pieces. Two of the pieces in each concert had 17 Hz tones played underneath. In the second concert, the pieces that were to carry a 17 Hz undertone were swapped so that test results would not focus on any specific musical piece. The participants were not told which pieces included the low-level 17 Hz near-infrasonic tone. The presence of the tone resulted in a significant number (22%) of respondents reporting anxiety, uneasiness, extreme sorrow, nervous feelings of revulsion or fear, chills down the spine, and feelings of pressure on the chest. In presenting the evidence to the British Association for the Advancement of Science, Professor Richard Wiseman said, "These results suggest that low-frequency sound can cause people to have unusual experiences even though they cannot consciously detect infrasound. Some scientists have suggested that this level of sound may be present at some allegedly haunted sites and so cause people to have odd sensations that they attribute to a ghost—our findings support these ideas."

I also believe that the US & UK Governments have been attempting to attain godhood by stealing my Extraterrestrials-engineering powers which immobilised via prevention of my bodily uses, physical activities and movements. Their ego is for gametes but they have terrified kids and relatives that do not trust their needless attention with impacting fearlessness. 

My Birthday coincides with the Christian Feast Day of Saints and the Church’s birthday. An ET attempted to examine me and commune with me in regards to respect and obedience and indicate the people are really bad. Now I have told the Government and the Government is still arrogant, rude and incorrigible. 





A Dilemma

My perspicacity is a given right and a dilemma in definitions is like this one as I interpret my environment, sensing and understanding the truth of everything that matters in life and has something to do with me being alive. I have been told and I told others about what I have sensed and what can only be described as something possibly incredible and true. If that makes you angrily jealous in envy then you’re a fool.